Hi. Remember me? I'm Jackie, I run this website about MS, and we haven't talked in a while but I'm back now. Ironically enough, first blog back, I'm not going to talk about MS at all.

If anyone still reads this blog...you know that I've been totally MIA now for about 2+ months. Yea, sorry about that.

I did some writing while I was gone, however now that I go back and read what I wrote its possibly the most depressing shit you've ever read. So...instead of posting the "in the moment" stuff...I'm gonna post the aftermath.

I spend 21 days out of the month of July in the hospital. I had 5 E.R. visits. 9 days in the Cardiac wing where I was easily the youngest patient by  50+ years, and 4 of those days in the Cardiac I.C.U.

So heres the story, and I'm going to keep it short because...well I want to keep whatever readers I still have.